Its getting really hard to be patient and stay in this relationship... I love him. There is no way to deny it. But because i love him so much he has a lot of power to hurt me. He said something really messed to me about a week ago at a party. In front of all his friends. I was so embarrassed that i went outside to 'warm up my car' for like, 20 minutes... Today he crossed the line in a whole new way. He said something so harsh about something that no one else knows. Something that no one i know can understand but me... Like i said, its getting really hard to stay in this relationship...