Well Im pretty frustrated and confused right now. Im not quite sure what to make of this new relationship.. Well its far from new, but its been rekindled and, hopefully, restructured; so it is, in a sense, new. Neither of us ever thought we would try again, and we both told ourselves so many times that it was over, and yet here we are again. We're both really scared and neither of us have really told anyone because we're both so afraid that its going to fall apart and that we will both look stupid to our friends and family.
I recently started wearing the ring he gave me again (when Im alone, because wearing the ring that he gave me would be a dead giveaway). And we talk like we're both committed and both invested in this, but then he seems to broadcast his romantic independence and willingness to date and sleep with other women on social networking sites. I know I sound crazy and possessive and, damn it, like every other girl on the planet. And it drives me nuts. But it really does bother me. Because I dont know what to do with it, and he seems to always side step the subject.
But I guess the logical solution here would be to stop blogging and straight out ask him what he wants and where he sees us going. No side stepping allowed.
-Taylor
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